ALONE(poem)

as the sun went down and came up again

i stared at the horizon and tried to forget my pain

how i wish there someone

to hold me by the hand

yet i was as lonely as 

the desert and its billowing sands

solitude can be abliss

and yet sometimes i desire a friend

i crave love and affection 

but somehow i always get stuck with a fiend

oh lies lies! 

its all lies!

there no exists a pure soul 

its fails and tries!

fails and tries!

yet all there exist are damned ghouls

who should i go to?

to whom do i cry?

who should i live for?

and for whom should i die?

just give me friend!

someone to hug!

i have had enough

of heartless thugs!

is it too much to ask for a hug?

is it too much to request a kiss?

oh please tell me you old sorcerer in the sky!

is this so that its you i miss?

i spent decades

in the wait for your reply

so now i accept 

and give up the trying with a sigh

so menacing i could hear my thoughts

was the intense silence

that i got used to

and tried to live happily hence

i have somewhat found

content in my mind

though in my imaginary friends

the right comfort i couldnt find

i try to always be there

for people that need support

i try to give as much affection 

as i need their support